My Life in Mud

  • Daily Lotus Reflection

    You do not need the perfect words to show up for someone who is suffering. Sometimes the most loving thing you can say is, “I don’t know what that is like for you, but I am here.”

  • What If the Very Thing You Fear Is What Sets You Free?

    What if fear is not a warning but an invitation? A trauma-informed reflection on how the very thing we avoid may be the doorway to healing, freedom, and becoming who we truly are.

  • A Letter for the Ones Who Survived the Shedding

    This year did not ask politely. It asked us to shed—layers of self, expectation, certainty, and the stories we once used to survive. The Year of the Snake arrived not as a whisper, but as a reckoning. Skin after skin fell away, revealing tender places we did not feel ready to show the world, or…

  • From Trauma Memory to Witness: Preserving History Through Story and Survival

    This Lotus Daily Reflection explores trauma memory, survivorship, and witness—honoring Operation Babylift adoptee stories and the power of truth-telling to preserve history and heal community.

  • Keeping Your Word: Trauma Healing, Trust, and The Energy of Integrity | My Life in Mud

    Trauma survivors experience broken promises differently. When someone doesn’t keep their word, it can reopen old wounds of abandonment, mistrust, and invisibility. This reflection explores why integrity is foundational to healing, how to prepare for disappointment without collapsing into old patterns, and how The Four Agreements offer a guiding path back to self-trust and emotional…

  • From Heeling to Healing: Self-Reflection

    Eleven years ago, I sat in heels, smiling for the world. Today, I sit in truth. This is a reflection on confidence, survival, and the quiet beginning of becoming.

  • Finding Your Edge: The Warrior Goddess Lesson That Changed My Life

    One of the most powerful lessons from Warrior Goddess Training is that intention shapes reality. Through a firewalking ritual, I learned what it means to face fear, step into the unknown, and stay in the fire without burning. This blog explores intention, courage, mind–body reframing, and the magic that happens when belief leads the way.

  • Grief & Trauma: When Loss Awakens Old Wounds

    Grief doesn’t just break your heart—it opens the old wounds your body still remembers. Today’s reflection explores how grief and trauma intertwine, how to differentiate past pain from present loss, and how to express and release emotions through somatic practices, journaling, movement, and compassion.

  • Invisible Scars: How Racism Shapes Childhood Safety and Adult Identity

    Childhood racism leaves invisible scars that shape identity, belonging, and self-worth well into adulthood. This day’s reflection explores the emotional impact, nervous system responses, survival patterns, and healing practices that help reclaim identity and belonging.

  • Healing Journey Joy Exploration – Finding the Edge of Joy

    Joy lives at the edge of the healing journey — where fear becomes possibility. This reflection explores how movement, courage, and intentional expansion help you reclaim your aliveness after trauma.